venting..
idk whos gonna read this and i dont really care. But i am so fustrated right now.. im so sick of my mom treating me like a damn kid. its like oh now you care what i do?? it doesnt make sence. not once have i been shown love from her or even told i love you by her and now im 18 moving out and she doesnt want me to go. wtf!? i ask if i can have a guy friend come over and she says absolutly not.. WHEN MY BROTHER AND HIS BOYFRIEND LIVE WITH US.. WTF!! i get it im the baby of the family but she needs to let me grow up! all ive been doing for 2 years is babysitting and sitting on a fucking couch. i dont wanna do that anymore, i obviously havent been happy for years now and all of a sodden she wants to play mom. get the fuck out of here dude. i feel kinda better. but im not done. and then she tries to make me feel bad for moving “dont leave whos gonna help me with my bills and my bank and blah blah blah” when before i would try and help her and she’d tell me i dont need your fucking help… im so sick of being in an emotional rollercoaster 24/7 with her i feel like if i stay here any longer im gonna go crazy…
ok.. im done..
